Date : Thursday, May 14, 2009
Time : 9:16 PM
Title : Can't things get any worse?

This is wrong, very wrong. Why must all this happen? To her, me, others and and it's affecting everyone else. You people are making our lives miserable. What's happening to our friendship huh? What has happened to our happy days? Just because of what happened in the past, you people still want to make conflicts? Lepas satu, satu. Please lah. Behave more like 15 year-olds. Not like 10 year-olds. Sorry for being rude. I'm not giving any bad intentions upon saying this but I just wanna convey this to some people. I want all of us to be like last time. To hang out as a clan like how we used to. And I want all these complications to end. You think this doesn't hit our feelings? It does. Especially to hers. She knows that the cause of all this is her. But do you think she's happy getting this kind of attitude from you all after all that she had sacrificed herself for all of these to end? Think. Don't just think of yourself. Don't be self-centred. Put others in front of you first. Think twice before you move forward. Think of what will happen after you've chosen your choice. Do you think things will get better? Or worse? I'm saying all this just for the sake of someone. It's been very difficult for her. And I HATE seeing her at this state. I myself feel sad about all this. You know, it's nerve-wrecking and at the same time relieving if you sacrifice yourself for someone else even if you're not the one who made those knotty moments. But it's all for friendship, and that's when you're willing to do anything for.

I hope all this stupid but unbearable conflicts will end soon.

Assalamualaikum.