Allure

The most sweetest drug.

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Title : first ever love

so yes, today is the 2nd day of semester 2, term 3. my second day was pretty much the same as my first day at school. not much of a difference, really. the only difference is there was longer "CA" time in the morning on the first day of school than today. and uhm, yea, pretty much only that. and guess what? i'm now sitting next to chong zhe, who gives me the goosebumps when i talk to him. hahahhaa. naw, kidding. we're gonna be dead for sure. if only he talks to me more frequently... hah. NJ said he's a fun person to talk to. really ah? -.- and know what, sasuay like WHUT?! sit infront of !him! siah. wtfugg. nvm. patience and tolerance will help. (:

i've not been myself lately. is it because of you, mr artyz? your comeback made
such a great impact on me. its been... almost 5 years i last talk to you. i sense a new beginning.

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Title : school tomorrow?

you probably would look like that if you havent touched your school assignments. hahahaha. cos tmr we're back to school! ohmygawd and im done with my school assignments. teehehehe. but im not ready for school yet! i need a haircut. wait no, i dont want a haircut. i want a FRINGEcut. my fringe is already like, til-my-nose long. should i cut it side ways or bangs? should i even cut my long fringe? heckk, may be not. sayang oi. okay anyway...

i didnt do much at home today. i just used the computer to entertain myself. but around 2, dad and i went to 888 plaza to buy lunch. i was damn moody. and im sorry i made faces at you, dad. ): and i saw naufal and idris there too! the second i saw him my mood was back. haha. i do not know why? o.O just when we were about to go back, it rained heavily. hell! we had to run back home. well not really run. but you get what i mean. its a good thing the food didnt get wet. if it does, sad case... then Sbby GF came to ma crib. just to photocopy her english homework for her love. haha pemlas. we chilled and talked in my room for awhile then she had to go.

thats my sunday. nothing exciting. can i say typical?

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Title : hoorah.

and yes. new link, new skin and new song. (: like it? heheh. anyway, today i had ayg training again and it was a blast! much better than the prev training. some of us get to pretend to be the swimmers. haha. i got 3rd and 1st for two events. muahaha. and sabby got 1st for another event. lmao. it's just like a pretend game. hehehehe. the medals were also fake. -.- lul. im laughing a lot in this post. i think i know why. hehehehehe. in the afternoon, i went to sabby's crib to finish up our sch assignments. and hoorah! we're almost done. :) we were all serious doing our assignments, and we could still crack each other up with nonsensical shiatsxz that came across our minds. ftw haha. im currently chatting with chiqka and daaaaamn you're one sexy momma! hahahahaha. ;)

gah. im tired.

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What's the use of loving someone who doesn't loves you back? Tell me.

It's frustrating know.

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Title : bitter heart.

despite the fact that my bf is going away just now and me having a bad breakdown yesterday, i really had a funktaculous day. once again, thank you Sabby GF, you made my day. (:

i went for choir practice today at 9 and it ended around 12. but before going home i helped mr raja with some AYG stuffs first with shaqirah. i missed her like hell of a lot, really. so anyway. i had a great time with shaqirah eventhough we were pissed enough due to the teacher's over-sarcasm. ftw haha. after helping him, we went to macs to buy ice cream. tee hee. so blah. then went home. washed up. den siaped to GF's crib. we talked a lot at her place. we talked about our current love life, friends, old friends, old lovers, and etc etc. i did nigga hair for GF. i also looked through some of her baby photos and i swear SHE WAS SO DAMN FREAKING CUTE. eeee, cm nk cubit jek. but sorry lah hor, kau dah besar skg. tkleh dimanja (: i ate her grandma's mee. haha thanks eh. ^^ and i also ate biscuit with milo. lawl. why am i even stating all this? -.- okay moving on... then her lovely called. awww. haha. more stuffs happened but i shall not elaborate. all i can say is, SWEET OR WHUUUUUT? hahaha. GF kembang. teehehehe. i took a lot of pics at her place. and the pics are up there. but know what, the purpose of me going to sabby's place was to finish up my school assignments. but i failed to do so. :D so yeah. thats my tuesday. i would be rotten like a piece of spoilt cheesemixedwithdogsfoodandcowspoo by now if it isnt for GF. :o

im waiting for you to come back.

From Dee to b.

thanks eh thanks. kata je kawan.

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okay today i didnt go anywhere. i just stayed at home and did my chores. all i did was vacuum and mop the whole house. wth i sneezed the whole time. lul. usually mom would get irritated of me cos i didnt do the vacuuming peculiarly. but this time she didnt nag a bit. know why? cos i did it properly and obediently. know why i did it properly this time? i was pissed. like fucking pissed. i know. im weird.

ahhh, i should thank dearest cousin for helping me out with my assignments. arigatou! but im still left with heeps of them. so much for food and movies. -.- we went to the mamak shop to buy some keropok then know what happened? cousin thought that this short makcik was me. she asked her, "dee beli ni ah. sedap tau". then the makcik was like, "ye?". pfft. idioooot. hahahahaha. rina muke paiseh! lulsxz. another incident, cousin was walking home with me and she thought she saw her friend. she went running towards her "friend" and shouted, "oi!!!". sadly, it wasnt the friend. 'the hell? double pfft. what's wrong with you today woman?! hahahaha. fuck you woman, u made me laugh like a freak in public. :B

oi oi oi oooooooo oi!

From Dee to Izzah.

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17 more hours to go before I wish you people a safe journey.

fcukeroos.

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It's 12.o5 am. I'm tired and sleepy but I can't get myself to sleep.

And aww, I talked with b on the phone just now. Ily.

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : Auto-Tune the News #2: pirates. drugs. gay marriage.

I was watching vids at youtube since just now and I came across lots of cool and humorous vids. Like Fred's, Nigahiga's, Smosh's and Shane's. And I tell you they're really a genius on making videos that can make you laugh non-stop and you won't even realise your mom is looking at you like some kind of weirdo. Trust me, it happened to me atleast once. Haha, the heck? Anyway, I found this vid and I tell you it's sooo cooool. So I thought of sharing it to you guys and put it up in my blog. So yeah, check it out! Wait, I think I should change my mp3 i nmy blog to manual mode. Hehehehehe.

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : Auto-Tune the News #2: pirates. drugs. gay marriage.

I was watching vids at youtube since just now and I came across lots of cool and humorous vids. Like Fred's, Nigahiga's, Smosh's and Shane's. And I tell you they're really a genius on making videos that can make you laugh non-stop and you won't even realise your mom is looking at you like some kind of weirdo. Trust me, it happened to me atleast once. Haha, the heck? Anyway, I found this vid (at the top) and I tell you it's sooo cooool. So I thought of sharing it to you guys and put it up in my blog. So yeah, check it out! Wait, I think I should change my mp3 in my blog to manual mode. Hehehehehe.

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Title : emotions~

I wanna go swimming man! Cause nowadays the weather is reallyyyyy burning hot.

Yay! I finally get to know how to insert emoticons in your posts. Haha thanks Sabbybaby.
Time check: 9.05 am. Later on I have to go back to school to collect the AYG shirt. And currently I'm just killing time...

I seriously don't know what else to say here. Can I end my post here? Okay Til here. Btw this is just a random post.

Assalamualaikum.

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Should I even bother about you anymore? No, I guess not.

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Title : sugar-rush.

i suddenly feel like having the mood to blog. but i think i'm gonna cough out some random stuffs here. so bear with me peepos.

firstly, i've been thinking about friendship lately. sooner or later that 10-letter word is gonna get worse. i mean, i've seen what has happened a few weeks back and i know that something's not right. it isn't just me who's facing this kind of shitty problem. heck. you have to get this straight; i'm not the kind of person who needs to have a chain of friends. you know... quality over quantity. unfortunately some people just thought that i'm like the north pole of a magnet and the people around me are the other side of the magnet. get what i mean? i just wanna have fun with the people around me and enjoy what i enjoy... its not that im being self-centred or anything but, its fun when someone knows you well and have the same kind of character, i guess. for sure, i know im not the kind of person who just always have something negative to say about someone else. but still, even if i happened to walk pass someone who's like that, i still have the nerve to call them a "friend". but you know what, its really fun if u make fun of someone who you dont know cause it's not bad... its nothing personal, really. its fleeting. three seconds later and i'll just forget everything i said. in the end, i realize that it's infinitely less absurd than tearing down someone that you go through the effort of falsely asserting you like.

i just HAVE to spill the beans. do you remember who i was always glued to during/since my sec 1 years? the one who i always go back and forth to? im back with him. hahahaha. yes, again. -.- it's difficult to erase him off of my mind. the fact that he's always there within every blink, or easier said, he's my classmate each yr for goodness sake! but, i dont regret it though. it's like, i found my true love and i can't live without him! yeah i sound desperate. haha but, no. that's how i feel now. even if he's not the type of guy who gives sweet text messages every single day, or even if he doesn't have the guts to be affectionate at times, he's still the guy i know and i love him just the way he is. i know he's kinda irritating at times and had always hurt me cause of watevs last time, im totally over it. lets say forgive and forget? yuppeh. so yeah, he's mine once again. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY COUSIN(S)!
happy birthday day to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to
Husnina and Zaki~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(S)!
happy 4th and 7th kiddos~

okay gotta do my school work and watevs now. :B

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : rinduuu.

WHERE ARE YOU?
I miss you like shit knowww. :(

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Title : Kentucky Fried Chicken?

had netball training today. at first training was like dead. but eventually when we started playing game, the atmosphere got livelier. reena accused me of molesting her just because i ACCIDENTALLY hit her boobs. wtf haha. then sab was called an alien just because her finger was crooked (?) lol. oh well. overall i had fun today eventhough one of our c girls so called ditched us for today's training. just because of the one word ass she wants to give a damn to captain. tsktsk. over-sensitive or whuuut. whatever.

sab, nat, reena, zie, baseera and i went to cp together to have lunch. but we dispersed ourselves into pairs to different eating outlets. me and sab thought of eating ice kacang at horizon at first. haha. but then we changed our minds last minute. guess where we ate at? pizza hut baby. hahahaha. blanja-ed sab. say thank you hor. ^^ you know what, before we changed our minds to eat at pizza hut (which was at the 1st level), we me/bumped/saw around 10 people in total on every level while we were on the way to horizon (which was at the 6/7 level). haha. we saw marianne, farhat (& gang), iffa, marianne's mom, khairi (& family), saidun, hidayat(& friends)... somemore? i cant recall. there're too many. o.O anyhoos, when we reached pizza hut and sat at our seats, we ordered our meal. sab ordered the student set which consisted of pepsi drink, mushroom soup and the chicken neopolitan pasta thingy. i ordered the same set but a different course which is the sausage craze or something haha i forgot what its called. while waiting for the food to come, we took some pics and had a lil chat on weknowwhat and had some laughs. pics will be uploaded soon aye. :) then yeah, food came, dined in, joked somemore, done, paid the bill. then we went off to civic to buy something and went to the library to weknowwhat. hua3. ^^ nothing much happened after that. we then went home. & so here i am. :) thats all luh huh. my post is like sooo... i dont know what to call this but i think this is one lazy writen post. what can i say? im getting lazier to do this kind of shit any more.

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : One fine Friday.

I thought I was gonna be stucked at home today. But I was wrong. Thank you Sabbymok for saving my day from boredom.

GF asked me out... Not exactly out but, she asked me out to accompany her to go to this so-called shoe-repairing apek stall under an HDB block. Yes, under an HDB block. Hahahaha. It was near Admiralty. Met up with GF under her block and made our way to I-don't-know-what-block block. It was really funny when we reached there. GF gave the apek the bag that has 4 pairs of shoes inside. Then the apek started to take the shoes out one by one.

GF: ah yah that one repair the tapak.
Apek: orh ok. this one also ah?
GF: Ya that one also. That one repair the string.
Apek: oh ok... this one?

And this went on for 6 more times... Hahahaha. So then we headed to Admiralty to buy ice cream. Heheh. Then we didn't know where to go next. So we just walked all around Woodlands CIRCLE. Hahaha. Then we went to Causeway Point and bought bubble tea cause we were thirsty. Then we headed home. (: So yeah, nothing much happened today. All I know is that I had fun with GF just now eventhough we only went out for 2 hours. Oh ya, I forget to mention that while we were walking along the pavements, a vehicle honked and waved at us. AND then when we were walking to somewhere, a motorist honked at us and he was like waving and smiling either at GF or me. We were like, surprised and shocked that this happened two times today. We couldn't stop laughing. Hahahahhaa. Lolll. Okay that's all that happened just now. Tonight I'll be going to Johor with family, cousin and aunt to have our supper. Can't wait!

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : SDTV (L)

This is Shane Dawson. This guy is reeeeeally funny and would always crack me up. And not to mention, HOT. I know you people would probably be saying who the hell is Shane Dawson? Well Shane Dawson is a very very very famous youtuber. He has tons of crazy random videos he put up in youtube and all the other youtubers enjoy watching him going wacky with his nonsensical and random jokes. Well they're not really jokes but their something like facts but he makes them into M18 rated comedy. (I'm not even 18 yet...) Well, I don't know. All I can say is Shane is a pretty talented guy and knows how to make people subscribe to him and keep watching his videos. Oh yeah, did I mention? He looks like a combination of Zac Efron and Pete Wentz. Hahahaha. Well, if you guys wanna know more about him and wanna have a little pick of his videos, check him out at youtube! http://www.youtube.com/ShaneDawsonTV
Enjoy. (:

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : Inang.

Firstly, I wanna apologise to my dear netballers for not going for the netball carnival today cos I had something really vital to do. Sigh. I hope you girls did your best. I don't really have much to talk about today. The only thing I know about today is I had to attend that crappy family "meeting". Buh. Won't say any more about it.

I don't know what my feelings are trying to say right now. At first it tells me to do this, but the next minute, it changes its mind and tells me to do that. Well not actually do. I've got three people in mind right now. And I don't know who to choose. It's like I've split my heart in thirds for each of them. Who am I to choose? For sure, one of them is already out of question. I do really love this guy. And I really do. But one of the other two is just an obstacle in my love life right now. If only you have a new found love... Why must you always be late?! D: The other one... Simple. I can't forget you. You were the one that I really really really loved. And for the first time ever, I was head over heals for a guy. How should I say this... Well, you were the best. I know you won't read this. Cos I doubt you know that I'm still alive. Heck, I love R (L). (:

And to GF, I'm so sorry. It's my fault. I hope he won't misunderstand... D:

Assalamualaikum.

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Title : fugg the what ?!

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