Firstly, I wanna apologise to my dear netballers for not going for the netball carnival today cos I had something really vital to do. Sigh. I hope you girls did your best. I don't really have much to talk about today. The only thing I know about today is I had to attend that crappy family "meeting". Buh. Won't say any more about it.

I don't know what my feelings are trying to say right now. At first it tells me to do this, but the next minute, it changes its mind and tells me to do that. Well not actually do. I've got three people in mind right now. And I don't know who to choose. It's like I've split my heart in thirds for each of them. Who am I to choose? For sure, one of them is already out of question. I do really love this guy. And I really do. But one of the other two is just an obstacle in my love life right now. If only you have a new found love... Why must you always be late?! D: The other one... Simple. I can't forget you. You were the one that I really really really loved. And for the first time ever, I was head over heals for a guy. How should I say this... Well, you were the best. I know you won't read this. Cos I doubt you know that I'm still alive. Heck, I love R (L). (:

Assalamualaikum.