Date : Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Time : 1:44 PM
Title : sugar-rush.

i suddenly feel like having the mood to blog. but i think i'm gonna cough out some random stuffs here. so bear with me peepos.

firstly, i've been thinking about friendship lately. sooner or later that 10-letter word is gonna get worse. i mean, i've seen what has happened a few weeks back and i know that something's not right. it isn't just me who's facing this kind of shitty problem. heck. you have to get this straight; i'm not the kind of person who needs to have a chain of friends. you know... quality over quantity. unfortunately some people just thought that i'm like the north pole of a magnet and the people around me are the other side of the magnet. get what i mean? i just wanna have fun with the people around me and enjoy what i enjoy... its not that im being self-centred or anything but, its fun when someone knows you well and have the same kind of character, i guess. for sure, i know im not the kind of person who just always have something negative to say about someone else. but still, even if i happened to walk pass someone who's like that, i still have the nerve to call them a "friend". but you know what, its really fun if u make fun of someone who you dont know cause it's not bad... its nothing personal, really. its fleeting. three seconds later and i'll just forget everything i said. in the end, i realize that it's infinitely less absurd than tearing down someone that you go through the effort of falsely asserting you like.

i just HAVE to spill the beans. do you remember who i was always glued to during/since my sec 1 years? the one who i always go back and forth to? im back with him. hahahaha. yes, again. -.- it's difficult to erase him off of my mind. the fact that he's always there within every blink, or easier said, he's my classmate each yr for goodness sake! but, i dont regret it though. it's like, i found my true love and i can't live without him! yeah i sound desperate. haha but, no. that's how i feel now. even if he's not the type of guy who gives sweet text messages every single day, or even if he doesn't have the guts to be affectionate at times, he's still the guy i know and i love him just the way he is. i know he's kinda irritating at times and had always hurt me cause of watevs last time, im totally over it. lets say forgive and forget? yuppeh. so yeah, he's mine once again. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY COUSIN(S)!
happy birthday day to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to
Husnina and Zaki~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(S)!
happy 4th and 7th kiddos~

okay gotta do my school work and watevs now. :B

Assalamualaikum.