The most sweetest drug.
Date : Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Time : 8:13 PM
Title : Abysmal.



Why? Why do you even care? I thought you don't love me anymore. But why bother? Okay face it, I can't forget you. Can you? And what you said was partially true. 'It's like she's trying to tell me that she can move on without me'. Yeah. Well, that's the reason why it makes me ponder why you even care telling him about what me and him did and you keep complaining to him why we're so close now. C'mon it's insertnamehere we're talking about. Are you telling me that you're envious? No wait, jealous? This isn't the first time you know. And I don't want to make a mistake again by being indirectly fooled by you. Please, just make up your mind.



Assalamualaikum.


Date : Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time : 7:18 PM
Title : Where's my pillar of strength?



Great. Could my day get any more worse?

Firstly, in the wee hours of the morning, I SOMEHOW accidentally broke my specs. And it was my favourite! Secondly, a stupid bangla man called my phone and accused me of prank-calling him. What the hell was that all about?! I just woke up mansxz. Thirdly, when I was on the way to a shopping mall at Johor, my slipper snapped. -.-' Lastly, I witnessed a snatcher snatching a woman's handbag. Whoa. Then it got all dramatic... Oh hell. I hope my day gets better tomorrow.

Seriously, it has been ages since I did a proper post. All my posts now are like... short short. Haha. And not to forget that I'm inactive now. I think I've repeated this for a quite a few times now. Lollll. Ah damn. My post is getting boring.

I WANNA WATCH ICE AGE 3 NOW. Toodle-ly doooo~

Assalamualaikum.


Date : Thursday, July 23, 2009
Time : 8:11 PM
Title : munchkin.



Let's see.

What have I been doing this past few days? School. Studies. Homework. Eat. Sleep. Read "House of Night" and ofcourse, watch movies. Heheh. Sorry for being away from blogger for quite a long time. I just don't feel like sharing my daily doings via internet. I'd rather keep them personal. Hehehehe.

Hey, guess what! I'm single. So what? you might say. Well, I don't know. The thought of being single is like, you having the freedom, like a free bird! You won't be clinging onto your boyfriend 24/7 and being pulled around and controlled by. You won't get hurt that much (almost) and you can flirt! Okay, kidding. I ain't a flirt. :) But at the samed time riiiight. It's quite a lonesome know. In addition, you're the only child! Man, but, it's a good thing you've got your friends beside you. So you should appreciate them. Tsk.


Can I say something?...
I don't think I'm over you, yet. Eventhough there are like "other people" around me, you still linger in my head. And you know what, I screwed up all my relationships after being with you. Now, cos of you I'm scared to love (whole-heartedly). So what now? Hmm... I'll just sit one corner, shake my legs and prolly wait for a miracle to happen. :)


Assalamualaikum.




Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 9:25 PM
Title : Wah.




Meet Mr Artyz, my personal artist. :)

It's been a long time I last updated. Sorry for that. Heh. I've been busy with a lot of stuffs like the AYG, school, tutorials, meet-ups and suchs... I'm lacking of sleep. And plus, like what Sabby GF said, I'm suffering from eating disorder. Hahahaha. And she's suffering from STM. Lolsxz. Anyway, I won't be updating much now. Cos I've got a lot more stuffs to take care of. :)

ZZA, love. (L)

Assalamualaikum.


Date : Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Time : 9:21 PM
Title : AYG



Its my second post for today. im dead bored right now. so i thought of blogging. im still not over my late aunt's death yet though. still saddening about it. Oh ya, for those curious people out there, that's the reason why i didn't go to school just now. hooheehaaaa. :B You know, I thought about what i've gone through for the past few months. All i could say about it was, it's all been fated and some of them are just obstacles for you to overcome. From 1st Jan til now, a lot of things happened. The ups and the downs, the tears and the joys. All of them are precious memories and they are to be treasured and remembered, really. If you don't treasure them, then you're one sad kid. :)

I'm trying to do some lit stuffs right now. But unfortunately SOME people is/are being a purely major distraction. tyvm. -.- aaaand! blogger or whatso is being technologically retarded cos i've kept retyping this post for 2 times now. and now im just being mentally sot.

ohmygad. i need those coolio looking bags!


Date :
Time : 5:33 PM
Title : Sorrow, prayers, tears




My aunt, Wak Enah, whose the elder sister of my dad, passed away yesterday afternoon at 2.30pm. The news shocked the family. Especially my dad...

I woke up at 6.30am today to get ready to Tampines to visit the deceased and the whole family. Everyone was there. Yes, everyone from the Yatim descendant came. Aunties, uncles, atoks, neneks, cousins, cucu-cucu and not to forget, cicit-cicit (great grandchilren). It was really packed there cause the house was kind of small and some of them were forced to wait outside of the house. And I was one of them. I played games on my cousin's iPhone to kill the boredom. And something happened. hahahaha. Did I mention? My grandma has 13 children, including one of them who had passed away a long time a go and including the one who passed away yesterday. And yes, she has more than 30 grandchildren and 5 to 10 great grandchildren. Imagine that. O.o Anyway, after they mandikan the mayat, they brought the dead body out to the living room. Everyone started to cry. Including me. It got worse when I saw my own dad crying when he kissed her late sister's forehead. Sigh. Damn, it hit me real bad. They then prayed for the corpse. After hours at the house, we then headed off to the muslim cemetry to mengebumikan (bury) the corpse.

It was a long journey. Some of us took the bus while some took cars. I still had the time to sleep in the car. Hahah. When we reached the cemetry, everyone were ready to witness the burrying of their late Wak Enah. And again, prayers were being muttered. Some of us got the chance to spray some water. I wanted but I didn't get to. Sadsad. It would be the last time they see the last of Wak Enah's sight. Too bad I don't have a pic of her. ): Sigh...

Sesungguhnya Allah SBT menghapuskan segala dosa-dosanya. Dan sesungguhnya
Dia melindunginya daripada api nereka yang 70 kali ganda lebih panas dari api
bumi. May Allah bless her soul. Amin.



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