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Date : Monday, August 31, 2009
Time : 8:04 PM Title : Para-noid.  My heart ached when I read insertname's blog. I know I have no right to feel that way, but I just can't help it. Knowing both of your past waaaay before mine just hurts so much. The way she described her past with yours is waaay to sweet and it's better than ours. I admit, you sure are really lovable to her. But at the same time, I feel like stopping halfway of reading her post. The more I read, I knew it's gonna hurt more. But, what can I do. I just have the habit of digging up your past and not to mention, how you're doing. Sadly, I know there's no point of going around and asking your friends, "Hey! How's insertname doing?" To tell you frankly, I've already grown tired of it. That's why I'm trying to face the fact that there's no more you and I. No more rinsu. No more Iloveyous. No more Imissyous. No more all those stuffs that we used to do/say/tell. And I know, tujuhsebelas won't come again, atleast for me. Sigh. I give up. And before I stop here, I just wanna wish that sweet girl goodluck with her love life. I hope her dreams will come true. Honestly, I feel her dreams do WILL come true. :) Assalamualaikum.
Date : Sunday, August 30, 2009
Time : 10:36 PM Title : United Chocos.  What to dooo. What to dooo. What to dooo when you've done everything you already wanted to do. Aiyah. Nevermind. Blogging's good enough. Hehehhee. Well, today me and family went out to johor, then sheng siong then to causeway point to buy food for break fast. And I also had to collect the choco for teacher tomorrow. Oh ya. Speaking of, tomorrow's teacher's day! Weee. 3E2 planned to get some giftfor Ms Mel. Me and Hafizah already bought them yesterday. I'll put up a picture of the gifts soon. So yeah. I dont know if I wanna go back to my pri sch tmr or not. I know it'll be the same every year when I go back there. Meet old friends. Talk. Eat. Thats all. What about meeting my old teachers? Pssh. They're all gone. I mean, many of them are either already retire or go to other schools to teach. It's gonna be reeeeally mundane if i go back there lah. Crap, he's offline! T_T Where should I hide my face tomorrow when I see him? Ah, hell. Assalamualaikum.
Date : Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time : 6:37 AM Title : Artistic.  Surprisingly, I'm actually quite satisfied with my life right now. The thought of those two guys constantly revolving around my head is just something additional to my life, yet it's optional to have. So easy-peasy; stop thinking about them and I'll have a perfect life. :D NO! -.- My life is not perfect, even if I don't think about them. I'll end up thinking about them eventually. Sheesh. Well, nobody's life is perfect. Not even the richest celebrities' or better, Amy Winehouse's. Hahahahha. I don't know why but I just love making fun of her. Hehs. Sigh. I give up. Well, just follow the flow alright, Diyanah. Time check: 7.06am Uh-huh. After sahur, I went straight to the toilet to have a hot shower. I thought of having a short nap before going to school, but nah. Changed my mind to blog a bit. Hehehe. Anyhoos, you know yesterday I didn't go to school? Reason number 1: Massive diarrhoea in the wee hours of the morning. Sad know! Reason number 2: Pure laziness. I know Tuesdays are such a loooong and mundane day. So why not give school a miss? :) I think I should end here. I'm off to school soon. Oh ya, the picture above, is a picture of me taken by my uncle, Om Haidee. It's a very old picture. Last year October I think? My face sucks. But I love the quality though. Hahaha. And yeah, zaman rebonded hair. I don't miss it. I regret it. In fact, I regretted perming my hair too. I love my own natural hair. Cos naturality is gooood (Y). Assalamualaikum.
Date : Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Time : 9:11 PM Title : Chat Logs I read our previous conversations. I smiled to myself when it came to the sweet parts. And I laughed to myself when it came to the hilarious part. I'm happy you were mine. And I'm glad you fetch me from camp last year. Thanks for the memories.
______________________________________________ My heart was true. And that you can't deny. Don't be a fool and walk away from all the lies. It's up to you cause heaven knows I've tried. Tell me you're still in love.
Assalamualaikum.
Date : Monday, August 24, 2009
Time : 10:46 PM Title : rindu oh. I remember the moments when you and fought with some guy just for me. I remember the times when we had late-night calls. I remember the first ever time you sang to me. "Luahan Hati" and at the same time play the guitar for me. I remember the time when I hugged you before you left for your Genting trip. I remember the time when welaughed out loud during our telephone calls. I remember the sweet names you used to call me. and I remember every single moment I spent with you, dreadful or memorable. 3 words : I miss you.
Date : Saturday, August 22, 2009
Time : 4:08 PM Title : Console.  And yes, Common Test is finally over and I'm back with blogging and onlining. But I'm still not gonna use the computer often. "O levels starts now!", this is what Ms Mel keep telling us. It's kinda irritating though, but it's for our own good. Right? Riiiiiiiiight. Okay moving on... I'm soooo gonna make a myself a timetable soon. I mean, I'm really disorganised. If I don't get myself work to do, I'm just gonna slack like a pig and never gonna benefit from anything unbeneficial (ftw?). I'm talking crap. Okay like I said, I'm gonna make myself a timetable, just so to get ready for my EOY exam and also my prelims and O levels next year. Heheh. See how geeky I can get? Well, yes. I know what's best for me. Some of my friends who are taking their O's this yr have already gotten their MT results. And I must say they did quite well. Most of them got distinctions for their paper and oral. I asked myself if I am able to do better than them for MT, but I'm not sure. 'Cos recently, our class had done a lot of tests for malay, aaaand guess what? The recent test I got 15/44. And it's an O level paper some more! Great huh? This proves that I suck in my own language. How disgraceful... Pssh. Oh ya, we received our Lit and Phy test a few days ago. I'm quite satisfied about my marks for Phy, which is 22/30. I admit, I've improved quite a lot cos last time I kept failing Phy, and that's a big no-no for me now (the fact that I love phy now - ironic huh? :P). As for Lit paper... I am utterly disappointed with myself. I only got 15/25. I know it's a pass but it's really unsatisfying for me to get that kind of marks for Lit. I mean, I used to be reeeeally good at literature (waaaay back before). Now I don't know what happened with my literacy(?) skills. This is why I want to make myself a timetable, for the sake of improving the subjects I suck at and do even better with the subjects I'm... almost good at. Conclusion, I'll do my best to get straight A's! (ceh.) I just wish we could be like how we were in the beginning of last Assalamualaikum.
Date : Friday, August 21, 2009
Time : 10:27 PM Title : complicacity  im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. im confused. please give me hints. please show me you still do. please please please. i can't take this any loooooooongeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrr. and the fact that i see you everyday in school, the feeling sucks. Assalamualaikum.
Date : Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Time : 7:12 AM Title : Cos I still believe in you. And I want to believe it's fate. Labels: coincidence or fate?
Date : Friday, August 14, 2009
Time : 8:18 PM Title : Puffy eyes  After days and days of slacking off and watching Japanese dramas and reading the House of Night series, I'm finally gonna start mugging for CA2, definitely (eventhough CA2 is just in 3 days!). Hell, I don't even know what the hell is coming out for Chemistry - and the paper is on Monday! Should've paid more attention in class... Great. Now then I feel regretful. Congrats, kiddo.Okay, enough of CA2 shits. Now... I finally finished watching Zettai Kareshi! That drama can make you cry for 5 times per episode, I tell you. Yeah. That explains why my eyes were puffy a few days ago in school. Hahahaha. And, duh, my eyes are puffy now too. Cos I've just finished watching the last episode (special episode). It made me cry 10 times, really. I told soft-outside-strong-inside guy that my eyes are really puffy. Then he told me to put on eyemo. I didn't know eyemos can help to shrink the size of the puffy-ness of puffed up eyes (whut?). Hahahaha. Okay, a lil thing about that drama - It's about a girl name Riiko Izawa who has a robot boyfriend, Tenjo Night, named by herself, who surprisingly has a will of its/his own. In other words, he's really alive and has emotions and ego. We all do know that electrical appliances do not have feelings right? So yeah. That's not how it is with half-human half-robot Tenjo Night. But, it appears that there is a love triangle going on between Riiko, Night and Riiko's boss, Shouji, who started to realise he needs Riiko when Riiko made him feel nostalgic. From then on, the three of them had to go through thick and thin to solve their fantasy-like problem. In the end, only one could win Riiko's heart. Who did? Well, to those anime or Japanese/Korean drama lovers, fans and zealots, do watch Zettai Kareshi. It is a heart felt drama. :) I sound like a... narator? Lolsxzsxzsxz. Assalamualaikum.
Date : Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Time : 10:22 PM Title :  Credits to cuzzie. :)Time check: 10.23 pm. I wanna sleep! But I just can't. No way. 'Cause I know that you don't know why. :) Anyhoos, school was as per usual. Nothing special. Daalidaa. I didn't do most of my school work so I ended up copying people's work. Sorry. Hehehehe. Supposedly there was maths test today but teacher cancelled/postponed it cos she wanted to go through our test paper. Hell, i failed my test paper abysmally. Ass, I should've studied. Yeah, speaking of tests, common test is just next week! Crap. I haven't even studied. And on top of that, fasting month is next Saturday! Double crap. I'm not ready, yet. T^T Ah, fag. Just let it be. Assalamualaikum.
Date : Friday, August 7, 2009
Time : 10:03 PM Title :  I found a poem just now. It's called "Courage". I read it and I find it quite touching-atleast to me- and it has quite a bit of similarity to my life (and past). Okay maybe not quite a bit but a really hell of a whole lot. So yeah, read on the poem below...There was a time when I needed you desperately. Because I was so alone, and you were the only one who could reach me. There was a time when I felt I could face any challenge Because you were there with me. Now I see that you need someone you can get close to Who won't fall apart if you need to go. I remember a time, not so long ago, when I felt afraid To be apart from you. I worried that if you left, I'd find nobody else. Today I feel I can either be close to you, Or let you go And I'll be fine. Remembering my past, and my habits of mind, It's likely I'll feel desperately lonely again. But with a little bit of courage I hope to face loneliness when necessary, Pass through desperation And quickly return To enjoying what I have And who I have Right now. - Bill Cattey I feel rather poetic right now. I don't know why. Haha. Maybe because I'm emotionally heavy right now. Wtf, I aint emo. I know some of you might think that way. Please with that kind of thinking. Assalamualaikum.
Date : Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time : 8:36 PM Title : Happy Birthday GF!  Chatter chatter. Cute right?! Hahaha. At Admiralty Park.  HAHAHAHA. "This one gula tepung stupid! >.<" And this is what I gave GF as a present. :)Alright as you know, today is that girl's very special day! Soooo yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SABRINA BTE MAHBOB! Hope you like my prezzie I gave you. I know you do. Hehehehehe. Well today, school was a bore. And yes after school much more fun. Me, birthday girl, Sol, Hazim, Kok Feng and Rashid went to KFC to have our very late lunch first. Us girls had a talk. Then blablabla. Then Sol had to go. Awww. Haiyah, nvm. Then The rest planned to go Admiralty park to well, almost celabrate Sab's birthday. As you can see the pics i posted, we sabo-ed her - duh. Heheh. Apperantly someone brought gula(sugar) tepung(flour) instead of the normal one! sheesh. Thank god there weren't any ants crawling up on us. haha. We laughed til we cried, sang her happy birthday songs, lepak-ed and all those typical teenagers do when they have nothing to do and under pressure of boredom (whut?). So yeah. I had a great time today eventhough the the celebration for Sabby wasnt so grand. Janji orang tak lupa nak wish eh . :) That's all about today. I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. Labels: Come back Z |
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