Okay I know I've not been updating lately but what to do kaaaan. Everyday go home late. Everyday heavy-boned (?). Everyday tekong. Everyday... what else? Ahhh. Study. :) Right... Well, tomorrow's the start of EOY! And it's the malay papers. Dang, I haven't start memorising the peribahasa. 2 books siaaahhh. Sheesh. So yeah. I wont be blogging much due to the freaking EOY. I'll be back prolly... by next two weeks? I hope.

Ayeeee, until today kaki gayreks still haven't go Raya outing laaah. Bile mau Raya ni? Eh EH EH! Friday laaaah, okay go? :) See lah. Because of stupid school and stupid exams, it's difficult for us to go out for rayaaaa. Grrr. If we're able to go out for Raya, I just hope everything will go on smoothly...

I seriously don't know what to talk about. Wait, no. HONESTLY, I'm lazy to blog. Hahahahaha. Life has been really boring for me. Not really boring lah. But, nothing INTERESTING happened in life now. Can we like live in another side of the world or something? Like... In Nigeria? Have a taste of their living, man! Such poor souls. =/ Okay, crap, off topic. Like I said, my life has been boring (in certain times). It has always been school schoool schooool and schoooooool. But, school is okay I guess. I have GFs with me all the time. :D Aaaaand not to mention my baby. :)

Anywaaaay. TODAY!

I thought I was able to go to the library and mug a bit for tomorrow's paper.

But hell nooo. I didn't.

I thought of going to Ssbby GF's crib after school today.

But hell nooo. I didn't.

In the end, friends and I went to tekong and I thought of mugging a little there.

But hell nooo. I didn't.

-.-

All I did was sit and stare at them sucking and licking (applies to Aqid) their ciggy.

Can I say gross, Aqid?

Soooo, now I'm blogging and I'm not studying.

See lah. Look at what technology has done to us.

We're addicted to computers and and now we're geeks.

Assalamualaikum.

First day of raya was a blast. Relatives were so hyped up for this special occasion and yes, me too. :) I had fun with family eventhough it was quite a tiring day cos we went out from morning til midnight. Sheesh. But yeah, worth spending the time with them. Hehehhee. Well, my cousins and aunt from my momma's side from KL came over to stay at my place for a few days. And wth, suddenly they brought along a white and golden coloured hamster (it looks more like a guinea pig o.O). I didn't know they had a pet! Well, it's nice having one right? They're fun, lovable, friendly(?) , cuddly and they'll accompany you night and day. Sigh. I want one of those hamsters! Tomorrow there's gonna be an open house at my aunt's place. And I promise there would be loads of pics taken and I'll make and effort to post some of them here okaaay peopleee.

These past few days I've been really happy. Some people know why. Hhhehehe. Well, I've been spending quite a lot of time with that guy. I love him. He's really sweet. :)

The pic of my family above was taken on the first day of Raya at my granny's place. Rumah ribot dokk!

Oh, credits to Om Haidee. :)

Assalamualaikum.

*SCREMS*

Omg Taylor Lautner is freaking HOT!

Just look at his picture! I can't take my eyes off him. Urgh. Too hot to be true? Lollll. I swear ah, if he comes to Singapore one day, I'm gonna be the first in line to have his autograph. Ceh, macam boleh gitu. Hahahahaha. But still, I'll do anything for this guy! Oh ya, sorry Edward. I've never liked you. I've loved Taylor ever since my eyes laid on his. So, yeah, I'm betraying you. :)

Haiyaaaa. Who am I kidding? He's a celebrity! I'm like the normal average girl living in an ordinary life that's free of paparazzis running around like a mad herd of cows who would do anything to get a photo of him.

Okay enough of Mr Lautner here. Today after school, I went of to the library to meet iknowwho. Actually we alresady planned at first to meet at 3.30. Buuuuuuuuut, thanks to me, I came an hour after that. Like what Sabby GF said, "ini minah banayaaak punya lecehhh". Hahahahahaha. Sorry hor, ________! Hehs. When I reached there, I thought we were gonna be alone but it appears that his friends were there too. It was Aqilah and her boyfie. Terkejot jap. Hahahaha. And I swear they're funny as hell.

"Eh eh kiblat dier dah tukar la!"

HAHAHAHAHA.

Assalamualaikum.

I miss putting that tshirt on.

I've been losing my temper quite a lot lately. Maybe cos I'm having my menses now? Okay, that should be it. BUT! It doesn't mean that that's the only cause. I always say that to myself. Anyway, yesterday I got really worked up with some stuffs that can freaking go and suck balls. -.- SOME of you should know why. And I'm really sorry for being sucha b!tch. Especially to that guy and THAT girl. Yeah, you. I was being selfish. BUUUUT! When I say all this, it doesn't mean that what you indirectly told me yesterday was 100% correct of what you think. Get that right? Get that right? Please, I know when to move and when to stop. That was when my temper shot all the way up. I know where my limits are. Don't ever tell me what to do cos I know what I'm doing right now. I follow my instincts and my heart. And to you, look at yourself in the mirror before judging and telling people off their flaws you despise.


Sometimes I always have the deep-gut feeling that I still have hope for that person. The feeling would always come everytime that person gives me a glimpse of hint about _________. But now, after what happened yesterday, all my hopes for him went down the freakin' drain. Just today when I went to the library I saw HIM. Of all people, why him? Fxck. So much for hoping to see him -'- .


Yknow, when it comes to that guy, I always get really vexed but tingly-feeling at the same time. Oh you know... that kind of feeling when you see someone you love but don't wanna see that someone cos you guys are like in some kinda fight or something. But in my case, it's ONLY me, atleast that's what I've been thinking... To the extent of me having to be so worked up about the most simplest of all reactions (of his) , got myself yelling and screaming (in my head), "arghh!!! I shouldn't have been like that! !@#$%" So, yeah. I'm trying my best to change. AND! I'm trying my hardest too to get rid of his face in my head. (How can I?! I see him like... almost everyday for nuts!)


And to Black, I'm guessing you won't read this but... : I know this sounds a little pharisaical of me but, I heard something about you from S. I was right about you having you to quit _______ one day. Cos of that, I'm really happy. :)


Assalaumalaikum.

Hello peepos. Time check: 12.25am. Why haven't I sleep yet? I'm too awake to sleep. I guess I ate too much chocolate just now. I've been depressed lately okaayyyy. Haiyah.

And yes, finally, we're able to break our fast together. Tomorrow members and I are gonna meet up and hang out for a while and then head off to Bugis to break our fast. Where? Seoul Garden baby! Hehehehehe. Can't wait can't wait. Korg prangai tkmo paitao sudah eh. So I hope tomorrow will be a memorable one, but not just for myself, but for everyone else. :)

Okay I'm off too bed. But I guess I have to force myself to though.

Gonna wake up early tomorrow to help mommy bake some cookies! Yippie.

Assalamualaikum.

As you guys know, Sabby GF and I went to Lot 1 today to meet the 2nd group of the top 24 from SI. The roadshow was a blast. And yes, when we were at the roof garden of Lot 1, we eventually met Jeth, Irsyad, Julaina, Shafiqah, Zuhairi and Arifah. Did I miss anyone out? If I did, tell me please~ I tell you aaahh, Faizal was ( and is still ) freaking hot! Not to mention his make-up made him look hotter. Hahahaha. So anyway, after the roadshow ended, we all took pictures together with him. And from the picture above, you guys can see that Sabby took a picture with Syariff from SLEEQ. We went back to Woodlands after that. But before going home, we went to Admiralty Park to chill and camwhore a little. I swear the weather was freaking hot. There was indian music at the background too! HAHAHAHA. No, I'm serious. Anyway, Sabby and I walked back home from Admiralty Park. I swear, we laughed hell of a lot and my tummy cramped up. Urgh. Hahahaha. And guess what! We saw PH Sabby when walking home. Soooo suay lor. Aiyoh. Oh ya. You guys wanna know what happened yesterday when Sabby and I were going back home from library? Well, Sabby bumped into all four of her complicated donkeys (sorry, Sab. Hehehehhee ) one after another. Btw, we walked home too yesterday. So, note to self! - Take bus everytime when going home. Jeesh! Well, I really had fun today. Thanks to GF. Hehehehe. If not, my Saturday will be a boring one. :)

Assalamualaikum.

Waaaaah piaaanggg! Fckyouuuuuu nabeeiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fckyoufckyoufckyou. ihateyouihateyouihateyou. nabei chak teng tengggsxzsxzsxz! Asshole, it's a good thing I still know your password - which is pretty much obvious. Walauweh. I don't think I can talk much crap here. My blood is boiling. Ahhh, hell. I'm just being unreasonable. Cos everytime when it comes to YOU. Yes YOU, GIRL, you make my blood go upstairs you freaking lifeless donkey.

O.o Okay I'm sorry for those really harsh words but this is how I let out my anger and frustration - swear all I should/would/could/want in my post. And I'm sure this doesn't have anything to do with y'all out there who're reading my post right now. And, yes, please excuse my very very so not pleasant use of language.

Assalamualaikum.